It always baffles me how, in a few hours, my mood can go from mopey and depressed to ecstatic, without any of the circumstances that were causing me to feel depressed to change in the meantime. Not too long ago, I was bemoaning what a loser I am... yet soon, without changing any of the things that were making me disappointed in myself, I felt fine.
So, recently, I've been feeling down about things big and small; most of all, that I'm a lonely loser otaku who's going to be single forever, and that I'm also a lazy unproductive bum (lately, at least) - I feel like I've forgotten the ability to DO WORK. (Yet, somehow, nobody at the office seems